Born again on an Irish island - a feeling of rebirth as I walked the ancient land
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I was reborn on a tiny offshore island off Ireland recently.
Before traveling to Ireland a little over a month ago, I had only left the United States once.
When I was 12-years-old I came to Ireland with my family for a week. At 12, I was still a wide-eyed child. I could turn in any direction and know that what I saw would be new, unknown, and exciting. There was no urgency, or even desire, to understand what I saw, just a raw sense of delight in its novelty.
We expect that sensation to dull as we mature—the more we are exposed to new things the more we get used to the process of observing, understanding, and mentally cataloging the experience.
I knew that traveling to Ireland on my own at the age of 20 would be different from my first visit. How could it not be?
While I expected to be learning new things about Irish history and culture, I did not expect to revert to my twelve-year old self. For not only was I was seeing parts of the world I had never seen before, but I was amazed that I was learning about the world in ways that I never knew I could. I wasn’t just seeing different things, I was seeing differently.
During the first few weeks of this trip, I took an Irish Folklore and Ethnography course at UCC. As a class, we took a weekend trip to Inis Oírr, the smallest of the Aran Islands. It was already dark when got off the ferry so I had to wait until morning to experience the “breathtaking scenery” that I had heard so much about.
The island is home to roughly 300 residents, and a small number of businesses geared towards tourism. After a night of sing-along in the cozy pub, I woke up early the next morning eager to spend the day exploring the island.
I walked the entire island (it is less than 3km around) in the course of the day. Though my fellow folklore students were also exploring the island, I tried my best to experience Inis Oírr alone, to make sure my reactions to the island were solely mine and not altered by the impressions of others.
PHOTOS - 'Get Born' the beauty of Inis Oírr, the Aran Islands, Galway slideshow
I was awed. The rugged landscape and unique flora and fauna were like nothing I had ever seen before. I spent the day traipsing through rocky fields, singing, conversing with horses and cattle, and absorbing the sun while sprawled on rocks by the shore.
I had experienced beauty before that day —babies falling asleep curled in their mother’s arms, silent early morning snowfall in Maine, the Cliffs of Moher; but something was different about Inis Oírr. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to pinpoint the difference. It may have been its Utopian quality. There are no police on the island because as a resident explained, “we don’t really need them.” I found that the pleasant nature of the local residents perfectly complemented the natural beauty of the island. As I was walking alone a woman pulled over her car, rolled down the window, and after greeting me invited me to a concert that was taking place that night.
So what does this have to do with my young, twelve year-old self? Well, the island is untainted by many of the things that tarnish the modern world —materialism, money (there is no ATM on Inis Oirr), structural development (the island did not get electricity until the 1970’s). This pure setting fostered a child-like experience. Not only were the things I experienced on the island new to me, but Inis Oírr made me feel new as well. While I was on Inis Oírr, I felt like a naïve child seeing the world for the first time.
Bob Dylan is one of my favorite writers. Out of all the man’s genius lyricism, prose, and poetry—verse that trails on for pages upon pages—his words that I reflect on the most come from his song “Subterranean Homesick Blues.” He sings, “Get born.” Though I have often meditated upon this phrase, it was not until that day I spent on Inis Oírr that I felt those words pulsing through my body. We must continue to be born. Though periods of stasis are inevitable, one must always leave open the opportunity for rebirth if personal growth is to occur. We often can’t foresee when this will happen; at least, I haven’t been able to. But when I was exploring Inis Oírr, I looked out over the island and tears came to my eyes (yes, this really happened). I knew that I was being “born.” Something happened that made me feel like I had just opened my eyes for the first time.
My visit to Inis Oírr was when I experienced rebirth most vividly, but my time in Ireland has provided me with countless moments that have forced me to be new, and see the world with new eyes. It happens daily. So, like Dylan, I urge everyone to “get born.” Though the unknown is often a source of great fear and anxiety, really, it is the moment that we are no longer able to see things as a child sees them that we should fear the most.
PHOTOS - 'Get Born' the beauty of Inis Oírr, the Aran Islands, Galway slideshow
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McNamara31 | Oct 13, 2011, 09:59 AM EDT
Great article...Ireland is in our DNA. When I return home I feel alive, healthy, full of energy, and at peace. It's ways embraces us with a mothers love. Our people called this place home for centuries and our spirit always knows when it's returned home once agin.
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jamieLM | Oct 13, 2011, 09:15 AM EDT
Nicely written piece, Mollie.
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arutherford | Oct 12, 2011, 10:07 PM EDT
Wow, Mollie, I didn't realize others had as profound an experience as I did in Ireland this summer. My re-birth was in Ballyvaughan, County Clare, where I have spent a month in a cottage right on Galway Bay for the 3 years.
The indescribable joy, peace, excitement for life is hard to explain to others but you did a beautiful job.
Yes, the warm, loving, genuine people, is what makes Ireland. Of course the beauty, fresh air, home-grown produce add to the feeling of wholeness.
I came back to the states, telling people that spending a month in Ballyvaughan was the best thing I could do to heal my mind, body and soul and that I intended to spend more and more time in my home away from home.
I love for my friends and family to join me for short periods of time but I am happiest when I am there by myself, although with all my local friends, I am rarely lonesome.
Thank you so sharing your heart and soul.
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christilcaugh | Oct 12, 2011, 09:24 PM EDT
This will be a trip you will carry with you the rest of your life, Mollie. Thank you for sharing it with us.
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donegalcali | Oct 12, 2011, 01:09 PM EDT
WOW. Great piece. Good for you Moll. Inspiring.
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Searlit | Oct 12, 2011, 11:55 AM EDT
Nice writing Mollie. You've captured the genuine experience of Éire.
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donalbolton | Oct 12, 2011, 11:28 AM EDT
My dear, at 20 years old you are STILL a wide-eyed child!
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joan1954 | Oct 12, 2011, 11:03 AM EDT
Have been to Ireland many times and base myself in Galway and travel out from there. The beautiful mornings and lovely salt air (does wonders for my sinuses) and looking out at the mountains is evocative of what my great-grandmothers must have felt upon leaving the shore they would never see again. My mother felt the same in 1962 when she visited Ireland for the first time.
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joan1954 | Oct 12, 2011, 10:59 AM EDT
BallinaLass It should stand for University College Cork
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BallinaLass | Oct 12, 2011, 10:27 AM EDT
What is UCC?
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mcdolan | Oct 12, 2011, 10:27 AM EDT
I know that feeling of 'rebirth' - happened me on a trip to Ireland in mid-80s when I saw Slea Head for the first time and knew I was home and would live in Ireland some day (which I am these last 14 years, no regrets).
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OBPiper | Oct 12, 2011, 10:07 AM EDT
Right on, Molly!
CarrickCourt, aye, gaelic is spoken on the island as well as on the mainland, but USA country & western music is neither Irish nor gaelic. How it got there bothers me.
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DLW12183 | Oct 12, 2011, 09:43 AM EDT
The Aran Islands and its people are something you must experience in person. No pictures or writings do the Islands justice although Mollie comes close. Part of the experience of western Ireland is to put yourself in a frame of mind in an attempt to experience Ireland as our ancestors did while living there in the 1800's. Such a beautiful place and moving experience to be there.
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cormacmac | Oct 12, 2011, 09:34 AM EDT
Well done Molly. You clearly have a gorgeously open spirit as well as a nice writing style. I like reading your stuff.
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